Today, Tomorrow, and the day after that

Is looking ahead in life a bad thing? Worrying about your future, and over analyzing things is a disaster waiting to happen right? What is right and what works for everyone. Some people take things day by day is that okay too? What if you plan and everything just falls apart? Lately ive been working on myself, i have to focus on myself. Highschool is hectic and realisticly i shoudlnt be okay but the truth about it is i am just fine and life will move along.

Six Months

So Life has continued, and your still not here. Amazingly some people grow up and leave the childish shit behind. In SIX MONTHS i will legally be considered an adult, theoretically ill still be a "foster kid" though, because technically i don't graduate till May 30, 2012. Where i'll be living i am still not sure. Who will be taking care of me, myself probably, because so called "staff" don't seem to care. I am almost 18 and i will be on my own soon the truth about it is life won't be changing much because i still won't have people there, i'll be doing what i've been doing most of my life taking care of myself. I'm not giving up though...i am going to fight till the end and SAVE THE WORLD one day!!

Photography

Not living Enough//People these day

So lately i've been told "Lizbeth, you are not living enough" and often they also tell me " You need someone in your life" well honestly, i think people should not try to judge me before they take the time to know me. I do live life, just because i do not live it the way people tell me to live it doesn't mean that i am not living life. If anything i live life to the fullest, just not your way. I have slowly learned that there is no way in hell, that you can trust anyone on this campus and if so then good for you. How can you possibly have someone if not everyone is true. How can anyone possibly have anyone around here if everyone acts like complete jerks. How is it even possible to have someone, when there is no one. I would love to have someone, but at the same time is it even worth the pain, because somehow i always end up being hurt, i always end up being lost. Someone, how can i find you?

Sometimes I imagine

Imagining has always been my escape from real life. I always seem to runaway from my problems and I imagine i am in someplace better. I imagine things so differently, and happily. Not realizing that being in the air so high and away from everyone is nearly impossible.

A.P.A

APA formatting is a very useful, organized way to keep essays in tact. Citing a source means to gather up information to add in an essay that was either not known knowledge or words taken from someone else after it has been added to the essay you have to "cite" the source meaning get the information about the stuff you used from whereyou got the information from like a title, author, date of publication, and page number. If the writer is using the text of another website it might be too long and it won’t sound right if it uses the exact same words.Causing the writer to have to paraphrase the sentence. A reference page is the page where all references are listed alphabetically with all the information necessary. I will use the APA format in my essay, and it will be very useful to readers,to know ehere i got the information from and so i won't be taking other peoples work.

CITATION:
Someren, Matt. (N.D.) APA Format. May 12th, 2010,http://prezi.com/w2c1xzp6eaee/apa-format

Finding someone special

Like i have been told by many and even myself i am a very indecisive person, i obviously have a hard time making decisions. I am still getting to know myself but i realized that this whole time that i have been at S.P.A i finally found someone who makes me speechless. Choosing my words before i say them has not always been my conceern but when im around this person im scared i might say the wrong thing. It's like i dont' even know what to say. Im nervous when im around him. I smile everytime i talk about him. His eyes make melt. The thing is it's just a little crush which im scared to do anything about. Then again i want to do something about, but what. I always think to myself how funny and ammusing this person is. I want to be happy here and all relationships seem to cause here is drama, and that is what i don't want. i found someone special, i thought that would be impossible to do here but yes he is special to me and i want it to stay that way. May i also add, that another very special person on this campus would have to be my play brother also known as Travonne T, although he is just my "play" brother to me it feels as if he is my real brother. He has been the only guy that has actually stands by myside even when we get in fights and he stops talking to me. He gives me better advice than any other guy has given me. Many people see him as a trouble child, i see him as my brother the one that i will always be there for no matter what. What can i say i love him. I was asked to go surfing but i said no because i had thought i was going to Disney Land for the first time, now it turns out that my passes with that person got pulled to i can't even go anywhere this weekend making me very angry.This umm guy ive been talking about is going to be there so it would be awsome if someone cancelled or something.This weekend i hope goes good and i hope that i get to spend atleast some of my time with this special guy.