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Monday, April 12, 2010

Monday, April 5, 2010

Life as it is...

Every morning I wake up with this pain in my heart. I feel emptiness in my stomache and my face is filled with tears. I wake up with fear not knowing what im scared of, im shaking, and trembling, hiding but not knowing what im hiding of. Maybe I do know it might be the sun that will not turn off :) It might be the fact that im not in your arms. It might even be that I don't feel worth being there. I lost many loved ones and i feel like im loosing you too. Your hand is slowly slipping away.

The Earthquake and My Experience

Yesterday, there was a sudden shake as Heather and I were at home talking. At fisrt I thought it was just someone shaking my couch so I looked back and there was noone there. At the time I was distracted by all the drama and comotion going on that the first tremor was nothing. When I was younger I would always practice going under my desk if there were ever to be an earthquake, the second tremble that I felt was much scarier I never thought I would ever feel an earthquake like that in San Diego.