Not living Enough//People these day

So lately i've been told "Lizbeth, you are not living enough" and often they also tell me " You need someone in your life" well honestly, i think people should not try to judge me before they take the time to know me. I do live life, just because i do not live it the way people tell me to live it doesn't mean that i am not living life. If anything i live life to the fullest, just not your way. I have slowly learned that there is no way in hell, that you can trust anyone on this campus and if so then good for you. How can you possibly have someone if not everyone is true. How can anyone possibly have anyone around here if everyone acts like complete jerks. How is it even possible to have someone, when there is no one. I would love to have someone, but at the same time is it even worth the pain, because somehow i always end up being hurt, i always end up being lost. Someone, how can i find you?