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Friday, February 26, 2010

10SSO


My Favorite cartoon character would have to be Stewie from family guy. I like him because he is always making me laugh, and he always has his cute little moments as well. Stewie is a very intresting character, who i enjoy watching when ever i get the chance.

Thursday, February 25, 2010

Tuesday, February 23, 2010

10SSO

Things have been a lot better lately, I am somewhat getting to where I want to be. Where I can understand life a little better. Changes are good sometimes. I have softball practice today. It's pretty exciting. There is a basketball game today, but the person I love to watch play is probably not going to play because his back is hurting lately. Number three is absolutley the best guy on campus. I am so happy. He always has a way to make me smile.

Friday, February 19, 2010

10SSO

Yesterday was pretty intresting. I had a softball meeting, i really want number 4, that's if i even make it. People are confusing including myself. There is noone who has fully figured me out yet.

Thursday, February 18, 2010

10SSO

I feel as if I am a failure. Sometimes my mind tells me that i can't succeed, that I can not do anything right. I wish that I felt a little more confident about achieving my goals. Softball is coming up which hopefully will keep my grades up. I really need a motivator because at this point right now i feel alone.

Friday, February 12, 2010

10SSO

Lately i haven't been able to truly make on point decisions. This makes me very undeceive about everything who i am, who i want to be, and who my true friends are. I feel lost and i am not sure how to find myself. Liking someone i can't like is nerve wrecking. Watching him hug someone else the way i wish he would hug me hurts. Drama is so immature so why can't we all grow up and get along. I understand we all gave differences but as growing teenagers we should learn how to get along with those who we can't stand. I am thankful to have someone like Adrianna lately she is the only one i can go to for help.

Thursday, February 11, 2010

10SSO

I dont really have a least favorite movie, atleast not one that i can actually think of right now. I do have a least favorite person though. I never thought i could dislike someone so much. I don't feel good and now i have to work on plato. I just want to go home and hug that one person that makes it all better.

Friday, February 5, 2010

Random Class work

Everythings different knowing that you are gone. ALthough i didn't see you everyday, its hard to know that you went away. Its Hard to not cry myself to sleep. Im asking you to please guide me through the day. This place is full of drama and i'm trying to be strong enough to get through it. It just seems harder each day. But im taking what they have to offer me here at SPA. I am sorry you are gone cousin, but i know you are in a better place.

Its things like these that make me run away

Walking the halls of San Pasqual Academy is the most dramatic thing that has happened to me since Semptember 2009. I came here trying to make everything better, trying to change my life for the better. Waking up is a drag, just knowing that everywhere i walk theres people looking at me. I'm tiered of people assuming they know who i am. I am tiered of people juding me. Walking the halls of San Pasqual Academy is painful, sometimes i just want to leave.