Life as it is...

Every morning I wake up with this pain in my heart. I feel emptiness in my stomache and my face is filled with tears. I wake up with fear not knowing what im scared of, im shaking, and trembling, hiding but not knowing what im hiding of. Maybe I do know it might be the sun that will not turn off :) It might be the fact that im not in your arms. It might even be that I don't feel worth being there. I lost many loved ones and i feel like im loosing you too. Your hand is slowly slipping away.